Here's my question for today....
Imagine there’s a TV screen on your forehead broadcasting your inner thougths at this moment. What would viewers see?
Omgosh, well my first thought at this .. if u really knew ud know for sure i was nuts... but what the heck, i might as well be honest, you'll know that sooner or later anyways..
i tend to be a worrier, u see.. so at any given time there's many, many things going threw my mind at once.. when i was posed this questions.. ooh gosh
well.. today my kids decided that they wanted me to pick up the older one, then the younger.. so i envisioning my 11 year old sitting pouting on the curb waiting for me, mad cus i was late... and my teenager, lost in a sea of kids getting mad i was too early... and i was thinking about how i hate to ask ppl for donations, but i have no sponsor for the race, so a race without sponsors or prizes. :O and then everyone in there is mad at me... and i was still wondering where carpenter disappeared too, and is he ok?... and i would love to try to run the amazing race, but i am afraid to ask anyone to be my partner for it... plus is it fair to my hubby to be out of commission another time of the week?... and speaking of hubby, LOL i think he is in a strange mood, like he's waiting for me to be more helpful? ie clean the house.. rofl can u imagine..
ok so if my mind was a tv, it would be showing a tornado, and swirling around in it, would be.. my house, my hubby, my angry children looking lost and confused, my dog needing to go out, carpenter LOL, the whole there people confused, or jeff is mad, and at the same time, there i am (my avitar is) running away from it all in there on my pink butterfly bike.
you know with all that said.. my real self feels alot better.. almost like the pictures are fading.
i know i worry too much, i know i try to please too many ppl. and i know i forget about me alot. and i also know everything will be ok, in the end thats all that matters..
haha but i'll still worry in the meantime, and my mind will be filled with doubt, confusion and concerns. i can't imagine it any otherway.
Imagine there’s a TV screen on your forehead broadcasting your inner thougths at this moment. What would viewers see?
Omgosh, well my first thought at this .. if u really knew ud know for sure i was nuts... but what the heck, i might as well be honest, you'll know that sooner or later anyways..
i tend to be a worrier, u see.. so at any given time there's many, many things going threw my mind at once.. when i was posed this questions.. ooh gosh
well.. today my kids decided that they wanted me to pick up the older one, then the younger.. so i envisioning my 11 year old sitting pouting on the curb waiting for me, mad cus i was late... and my teenager, lost in a sea of kids getting mad i was too early... and i was thinking about how i hate to ask ppl for donations, but i have no sponsor for the race, so a race without sponsors or prizes. :O and then everyone in there is mad at me... and i was still wondering where carpenter disappeared too, and is he ok?... and i would love to try to run the amazing race, but i am afraid to ask anyone to be my partner for it... plus is it fair to my hubby to be out of commission another time of the week?... and speaking of hubby, LOL i think he is in a strange mood, like he's waiting for me to be more helpful? ie clean the house.. rofl can u imagine..
ok so if my mind was a tv, it would be showing a tornado, and swirling around in it, would be.. my house, my hubby, my angry children looking lost and confused, my dog needing to go out, carpenter LOL, the whole there people confused, or jeff is mad, and at the same time, there i am (my avitar is) running away from it all in there on my pink butterfly bike.
you know with all that said.. my real self feels alot better.. almost like the pictures are fading.
i know i worry too much, i know i try to please too many ppl. and i know i forget about me alot. and i also know everything will be ok, in the end thats all that matters..
haha but i'll still worry in the meantime, and my mind will be filled with doubt, confusion and concerns. i can't imagine it any otherway.
posted by Emma Jean at 3:05 PM
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